Saturday, April 19, 2008
Bloggin again. Its like a few days ago when dear was being deploy out to the jurong police divison. he started his work 2 days off 2 days thing le. it was very good as i get to see dear on weekdays but on other hand means less time during the weekends to meet each other. like today instead of outside i am at home blogging and gamming. cos dear tonight have to work, yesterday he was on morning shift tml he will be on night shift le. I miss dear alot sia. but tml i can meet him le, provided he can wake up. but is ok, as his gf i have to be understanding and caring enough. Dear tml will be our 7month le, so happy sia. that has since passed half a year le.
Hope dear will have a good day at work today sia. then i hope tml can come faster.
Sometimes i wonder why am i living in this world sia, am i living for dear dear only or wat.how come i feel unwanted by my own families. Long to be Ian's wife u noe. i know is very long but dear i am going to wait.
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