Friday, July 4, 2008
today is my second day of non working day. i quitted my last part time job already which is at cold storage working as an admin assistant. i am now waiting for my medical report to clear before i am allowed to work at my full time job as a customer service officer at singapore airlines. cool right. haha. so yeah, waiting for them to call me to tell me when will i need to go down for my employment briefing and also when will i start work. i am supposed to start on the 15 july but if there is some delays then it will be 21 july. hope i get the green light on the medical report.
my life so far have been a downhill except in jobs area, dont noe why u noe. suddenly feel so lost and there is no one to guide me along. no one to lead me on. i just wanna ask wat am i to everybody. a piece of junk or an invisible person. i feel that i am being ignored by some ppl. this someone i think is kind of piss with me, i dont noe why also. haiz. wat am i to u anyway. someone to just show off or wat. when i am down and upset or moody. do u noe, do u care, will u understand. i feel like dying u noe. why my heart report is normal, i just wanna die, in this heartless world, no one seems to care about me. no one. i feel so alone, feel so down, mayhap i ask too much in u already, i put too much of trust in u, too much of me. given u too much already, till it seems that my body is here my soul and spirit is alll gone. no one cares, no one will understand, no one.........
6:53:00 PM
