You are the Angel in my life & i will treasure u

2009-03-13T21:04:00.002+08:00

okok. time to blog le la.. really spider web growing liao.
Ok so far about me, I am still working with singapore airlines, thank god, no retrenchment at the moment but i have to thank god for being so good to me, you noe. blessing me while i am at work, let me learn how to control my temper when i am at my edge by some irritating pax. Its going to be my 8month into this job liao, i like it alot though pay is not high but nvm so long i can get job satisfaction.
Secondly i am still thinking whether to continue my studies anot but maybe not in this economic downturn when finding jobs is so tough like the IR jobs 2000++ ppl for only 800 jobs. i really wonder how they choose man. but really i have to praise the lord for where i am now. haha
Thirdly, i am still with my dar dar ian tan aka tiger. life with him have change me, learning how to behave more ladylike cos dar dont like me to behave too you noe. its already hmmm 1yr 5mths with him le wor. he make me become more tolerant in life and yeah.
for ppl who are still reading my blog or finding me in msn and could not find me is cos i have been very busy, so tired after work. now starting to go work out to make my figure become nicer. so basically my time is split 4 ways liao. Work, family, Boyfriend and my friends.

Lastly, 3months back my ah ma was diagnose with early stroke then follow by my ah gong with heart attack. Both are my father's parents. So kind of worried for them as when i was young they brought me up while my parents work. so yeah have alot of gan jing with them lor. so when i heard they like that i feel so bad as when i started working shift i hav no time to even visit time. feel so nai jiu lor. so my goals for this year is to visit them more often lest one day they are gone. and one more last time be4 i stop my ah gong has been baptised on in feb this year after hmm i lost count of the years liao.

So i shall end here, tml meeting for lunch with my sec sch mates. wonder who is coming you noe. haha.

2008-09-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

long time since i blog le wor.. i am not working in paragon le wor.. training at paragon, level 2, singapore airlines. me ar, working as customer service officer. so been there for like 2 weeks le. so far so good i guess. at times have been wondering wat am i doing here. why some ppl get to study while i am slogging my ass for my pay check. but never mind there may be some truth in it.. at least i get to see different ppl from different walks of life, this is something that i like. so far been wearing my uniform to work.. i look like a dumpling in it. when i got time to unload my camera then i will load the pics.. get a number of pics this one month that i have not posted in the blogs but in due time i will de.. haha. do keep a lookout ok.. got to rest le.. tml is a start of a new day..

2008-09-22T20:41:00.004+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I am being tagged by my dear dear, ian tan

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? I will feel very very hurt..wallow in pity as to why he will betray me after all that i have done and give him...

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? To live life to the fullest and do the test that i want to do without anyone saying no...

#3. What will your dream wedding be like? a place where my loved one loves..or maybe the place where we prefer..

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? Maybe..but i knoe that everyone is different and that god has plan something new everyday for me...

#5. What’s your ideal lover like? Someone who like to smile..have the same frequency with me..someone who understand me..someone who can be naughty and gentle at times..someone who an make me happy....someone who knows when i am down....

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved by someone is more blessed.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? If I think it is worthwhile to wait..maybe I will keep waiting for this person..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? I will wish him happiness..but will still be there for him as a friend..no harm being friends right. more friends is better than enemies..

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Nothing really..stress maybe....

#10. Is being tagged fun? NO..... especially when u see wat ppl write and u are not happy with the answers....

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time? Maybe already married..maybe 1 or 2 children

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?My family, my bf and my close friends...

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? Loving, caring, always like 2 laugh and make me happy, friendly, fun and understanding..=)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor? I would prefer to be married but poor..Coz being rich and single who is going to share the money with u.. but if u are married but poor at least u have some company who is willing to share the woes with u...

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning? "Wa!! so fast it's morning again.." and sian i need to work...

#16. Would you give all in a relationship? Yes of course!! To make my loved one knows that I cared for this relationship..

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? I would only picked on one of them..the one whom I think I really love..

#18. What type of friends do you like? Any friends is alright for me as long as they don't give me trouble....

#19. What type of friends do you dislike? Someone who backstab, rude, mental ppl....

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? Love as i find love is the powerful thing on earth..

Here's the 8 people that I'm going to tag..
alvin, kat, eileen, shelley, bae jie, mary, edwin and leonard

2008-07-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

ok.. my blog is going to be outdated soon le. after starting work since 15july, i cannot find time to blog, after work i will be so tired, so sleepy so lethargic. i dont even have the mood to talk. in my line of work, taking to customer is a must, and talking on phone is also part of it. so yeah, i will be so tired talking and getting scolded by them. over issue that it may seems so simple and dull. nvm i just have to get use to it u noe. i have to work for my pay check, cannot expect someone to yan wor de ma. i have to earn some money to buy good stuff for myself. thinking wat should i buy with my first pay check. haha... wonder how should i spend it or should i keep it. enough for today le, i did not sleep for the day before, so i am super the uper tired. why le, cos the singapore airlines held a chalet for one of its new campaign, TCS roadshow. TCS means transforming customer service so i together with my 3 other collugues and my trainer are suppose to help out and so we stay overnight. staying overnight means not be able to sleep so good le. and during this chalet on the sideline i learn some things about mahjong which i play and lost 5.8, i have a capital of 12.. haha so overall i enjoy it very much. thats all for now.

2008-07-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

yes, today is my 2nd day at work. quite fun, was at paragon de singapore airlines counter doing reception in the morning and afternoon was at the ticketing counters and check in counters respectively. so kind of fun, i will post some pictures later on. as i am sick, i will rest early. just went 2 see doctor after dinner and i got a a serious infection(sinus infection)so yeah, i spend $80 on the whole thing, all medcine. OMG alot right. haiz, i want to be strong and try to overcome it, think i may have make it worse sia. ear one side block, slight headache, block nose with phelgm, throat inflammation(serious) but lucky no fever. praise the lord. haha. i shall end here else dear scold me liao for not resting early.

2008-07-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

last day of rest le... so late le and i still cannot fall asleep. tml i got to report for work le.. haiz... wish me luck man. that i will be troublefree

2008-07-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

Wootz. today is friday le. i guess today will be a busy day for me ba. i am so going to clean up the last few parts of my room. which is my study table and also my cupboard for clothes de. i only left today and monday le. saturday not free 2 clean cos i will be going to singapore zoo with my dear dear. it was suppose to be my my dad's company; singapore power's family day but each year my dad will take 5 tickets. my mother as usual will not attend these type of stuff and my 2 younger brothers are not free to go. cos its zoo and they kind of find it boring but for me cos i will be going with my dear, so it kinds of even out the thing. plus got free food. so i cannot complain right. haha. with that i shall go back to clean my room and also do look back here for more photos of my trip to the zoo..wahaha..

2008-07-10T22:45:00.009+08:00

Like i promise. i will be uploading pictures of my hao jie mei wedding...(thanks to my dear who taught me how to upload pics using blog. i am dumb hor.)

See dear de face... taking photo and giving me faces

Movie clip from behind the scences wor.. before the whole dinner start, we went to the couple suite. nice right.. haha. anyway its at M hotel.

2008-07-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

back to blogging le. counting down days to work le. 4 more days to work at singapore airlines as trainee customer service officer. may my job be xun xun li li and may i work without any conflict and problems at work.thanks for those who cared and talk to me.. i am fine like.. like a proverbs, yu guo tian qing le. haha.. for those who are reading my blog, wish me luck in my work ok. may i carve out my working life and be successful in wat i do.

My birthday cake

graduation pics

graduation pics

2008-07-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

today is my second day of non working day. i quitted my last part time job already which is at cold storage working as an admin assistant. i am now waiting for my medical report to clear before i am allowed to work at my full time job as a customer service officer at singapore airlines. cool right. haha. so yeah, waiting for them to call me to tell me when will i need to go down for my employment briefing and also when will i start work. i am supposed to start on the 15 july but if there is some delays then it will be 21 july. hope i get the green light on the medical report.
my life so far have been a downhill except in jobs area, dont noe why u noe. suddenly feel so lost and there is no one to guide me along. no one to lead me on. i just wanna ask wat am i to everybody. a piece of junk or an invisible person. i feel that i am being ignored by some ppl. this someone i think is kind of piss with me, i dont noe why also. haiz. wat am i to u anyway. someone to just show off or wat. when i am down and upset or moody. do u noe, do u care, will u understand. i feel like dying u noe. why my heart report is normal, i just wanna die, in this heartless world, no one seems to care about me. no one. i feel so alone, feel so down, mayhap i ask too much in u already, i put too much of trust in u, too much of me. given u too much already, till it seems that my body is here my soul and spirit is alll gone. no one cares, no one will understand, no one.........

2008-06-21T13:59:00.005+08:00

Haha.. blogging again. today is a day after me and my dear de 10th month annivesary le.. wootz. 2 more months to 1 yr le wor... haha.. anyway.. i also got a job le at Singapore airlines le wor.. nah, its not air stewardness.. not so pretty and slim sia.. so cannot. i am among the ground crew doing on customer service officer.. i am going to start on the 15july le.. my current job as an admin assistant is till 30jun. hope the company dont ask me stay longer. i am not going to.. its so stresss man.. i need a break.. haha, later i will be going shopping le wor... hehe. shopping so long never go do some shopppin le.. anyway here are some pictures of my birthday celebration and also my good friend aka my girlfriends de wedding pics..

Dear dont give me that blur look ok.. but anyway thanks for helping out at my birthday wor..

PS: i guess want to thank all who came and stay on through the night. some i noe u guys help me cook and serve my guests. thanks for the help like zheng rui, leonard, alvin, casval and my dear and dont forget my mark chee and my brother and dad. for the help render. thanks all.. u have my heartfelt thanks..

2008-06-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

this morning just came back from my 3 days 2 nights chalet ay downtown east costa sands resort. why am i there cos i am there to celebrate my birthday with my friends, my dear dear and many more.... on the 7 june. its was a 3 months of worth of planning for my 21st birthday party and its one that i will never forget. for once i get to celebrate my birthday with my friends, though my birthday all these years was celebrated alone thus this year 7 june marks a day of fun and happyness for me. all the presents that i receive from u guys, i wanna thank u all alot and also for those who came and eat and drinks. thanks for coming. u guys make my day u noe, for coming and celebrating my birthday. but one thing sad is that my 21st birthday cake was wrong u noe. they (E-Creative) type my name wrongly, i gave them correct name but then the lady who type the list do it wrongly end up my cake my yin hui instead of ying hui. since secondary school my name has always been speel wrongly. i noe u guys are hungry but pls dont eat my g. haha. i also wanna thank leonard, zheng rui, casval, markie and my dear dear ian for helping me to bbq without the little help u guys gave me, i think my bbq will not be a success. haha.. i shall slowly post the pictures up one by one.. haha.. once again ty all...

2008-05-24T08:45:00.004+08:00

Sian sia.. Finding a Job now is so tough, wish i can further my studies but singapore university dont want me at all. all 4 university dont even want me. Want to go overseas and study i will face the lacking of finacial Abilities. haiz. want money also no job, my curent job is till 30 may. sadded life sia. now is facing the grimming task of finding work liao. no work no money and no one wanna support me sia. i hate life. why must i go through this process where by most jobs want degree holders. i am already looking at small small companies already but is no use. haiz. any one got lobang. Pls find me, post in my c box also can.... Wish somebody can understand my feelings, i am so lost now machiam lagging something. my life seems to be lacking something impt and i dont noe how to put it. There is something really missing sia, fan la. haiz. dont noe where go wrong in me also that make me feel this way.

2008-05-19T17:08:00.002+08:00

Today is vesak day and i am tired of playing cabal le. starting to feel sian liao. imaging dont noe where to go train sia. and partiallly also due to the fact that my dear dear is going back to camp today for his 3months of vocational training. he need to report at 7pm today. haiz sadded liao. thats mean i have to wait till saturday to come be4 i can see him sia. dear dear i just wanna say i misss u lots, dear shall wait till u finish ur vocational training. hehe. i think i shall stop here le. tonight eating curry. my fav sia. food.. wahha

2008-04-30T22:12:00.003+08:00

Finally blog again. tml is labour day and i dont need to work but my dear has to work. so i willl have to spend a lonely labour day le. haiz. tml i also have to go down to back to my work place there to gaint hypermart, to exchange for a new fan why cos i bought this fan on monday(old fan spoil after using for like 6 years) and when i went back home and fix it all up myself with alot of efforts, little did i noe that my fan is spoil. why spoil cos the push buttons cannot really work. you press 3 which is to on the highest speed, u cannot off it by pressing 0 and 1 and 2 also dont work. idiot fan right. maybe cos it so speed, so ppl who are reading my blog remember not to buy cheap stuff else be like me like that need to bring it back again to exchnage. other then that i have been cabaling. hehe
maybe i will add some pictures of my cabal char when i free yeah.. hehe.

2008-04-19T15:46:00.003+08:00

Bloggin again. Its like a few days ago when dear was being deploy out to the jurong police divison. he started his work 2 days off 2 days thing le. it was very good as i get to see dear on weekdays but on other hand means less time during the weekends to meet each other. like today instead of outside i am at home blogging and gamming. cos dear tonight have to work, yesterday he was on morning shift tml he will be on night shift le. I miss dear alot sia. but tml i can meet him le, provided he can wake up. but is ok, as his gf i have to be understanding and caring enough. Dear tml will be our 7month le, so happy sia. that has since passed half a year le.
Hope dear will have a good day at work today sia. then i hope tml can come faster.

Sometimes i wonder why am i living in this world sia, am i living for dear dear only or wat.how come i feel unwanted by my own families. Long to be Ian's wife u noe. i know is very long but dear i am going to wait.

2008-04-11T08:49:00.004+08:00

Suddenly feel like blogging..Wahaha, the time now is 8.50am and why am i here blogging instead of going to work leh. Reason 1: While walking to bus stop, it started to rain then i become wet cat cat. Wet from top to toe even when i got an umbrella. Big joke right, so next time remember not to bring umbrella in case of heavy rain cos its not use. Reason 2: Supervisor allow me to stay home today and come back on monday. Reason 3: Sick already after the soak in the rain.. Aaaaccccchoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! SICKKKK. So yeah, and i am going to rest under the advice of hmmm DR Tan Boon Wei..... He got promoted to become a doctor liao.. wahahaha.

I shall post some pictures of my prom night. Never did post sia.

Me and dear at The Balcony

Me and dear at Prom night.(29 Feb 2008)

Me and dear at Prom night

2008-03-26T09:25:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since i last blog, i noe noe. its getting rusting in here and i am also getting bored of blogging le. started work like 2 weeks ago at cold storage working as an admin assistant but its more like an audit assistant cos the work i am doing is to check the SNS rebated cards and to see if the follow the rules of it. its very sian and i cannot evem quit. first cos i sign a freaking contract for 3 months and second i need the money for my chalet. why today i am so free to blog is cos i sprained my leg yesterday and then today i cannot go work lor. so i am staying home for the day. Good thing that cabal on9 has been turn in a 24hrs game else i am going to turn rotten soon.

Wishes for today:
That my mother will accept my bf for who he is (my mother is not happy about him, the rest of the families are ok but not her.)
That me and my bf will be counting years together instead of months, hehe. its only like 6months 6 days nia.

2008-03-03T19:58:00.003+08:00

Today i shall blog about events from last friday till today.(29 feb - 3 march). Finally found the time to blog. lets see.
29Feb
Today is the day for my prom night or my dinner and dance night, i had to go go do my hair and have my make up done in the afternoon. busy right but its a once in alife time thing, u may not know if u are going to have any more prom night after this. i was abit upset in the morning cos i know my dear cannot follow me go to the prom night, cannot see me wear my nice nice clothes and so on. but then he sms me in the afternoon that he can book out at 430pm wor. then i know dear have already decided not to attend le, me having a shy dear dear who dont like to attend these type of events de. but in the end manage to psycho him into going to this dnd thing. by 630pm i was still trying to tidy my dress and manage to get a cab to go down. when i reach the hotel i was so happy to see my dear waiting 4 me there le. but heard a bad news from him, he saw his instructors. the police aka the tracom ppl are having this dinner there but it was such a coincidence that the 2 event is next door to each other. side by side, then dear was telling me that he should not have come if he know their event is there. we went in to the ballroom have our dinner and so on. i also won a lucky draw price, a 5th price $100 voucher to meritus mandrain hotel which i dont noe how should i spend it. after that we left the place around 12midnight, we are suppose to meet my da jie to go clubbing at mos de but she say very late le, dont wanna go le and so me and dear went to cinuleisure to catch a movie. we bought 2 tickets for the show PS L love you, which starts at 130am. during this period of time, i decided that i should go drink tonight and so we went to the nearest pub, the balcony, to drink. i drank sea breeze, its a very soft and light alcholic drink. after that we went for movie and then dear fell asleep in the show.. poor dear so tired le fall asleep in the end. the show ended around 4 in the morning and i decided that i should go over to his house as i dont noe how to go home from there in the wee morning. we took NR8 to bukit batok there and i slept for aboit 2 hrs at his house. dear so good to me also. he let me sleep in his room and he took the living room but never slept at all cos of his parents. then we went for breakfast and he send me home to sleep as we are meeting later in the afternoon on the 1 march to go to the career fair. not much of things anyway at the fair and dear send me home early so that i can sleep.

Fast Forward to Today(3 march)
today is my first day at work at cold storage a so so job lor, nth much that i can look forward in, not much of excitment either, a very normal and plain job is what i can say.
i shall end here le.

2008-02-25T09:48:00.004+08:00

its blogging time again.. over the weekend no time to blog as i was out with my dear to go buy stuff for my prom night. over the weekend it was my da jie and also doris birthday. it was doris 21st birthday wor and we are supposed to meet on sunday to celebrate her birthday but then the organiser suddenly say she not free and it was cancelled le. but nvm both me get to spend more time with my dear and doris more time with her wei lai de lao gong(very soon le). haha. first day of the week without dear. haiz, how i wish he is right beside me now. i still need to go out and get more stuff for my prom night. i still need to get my hairband and clutch bag. haiz, so mahuan sia.
and u noe what.. i went lingerie shopping yesterday... dear was like so curious what size i wear and he wanted to god dammm buy lingerie for me sia.. normally he was not so ALERT but yesterday he was like so alert sia.. and ya he got wat he wanted. my bra size.. JUST PRAY HARD he dont get lingerie for me..

2008-02-21T16:49:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to go re-register for cabal account for wat cos the computer at their side was lousy and that i have already register on the 20th morning. it was my brother who told me that all those who registered in the morning has to re register again cos their server was not up yet. then in the afternoon and night i could not register again cos of an influx of ppl trying to register and thus lagging their asiasoft server. and i send out tons of resume before someone called me on my cell phone asking me if i am free tml for an interview. i was like so happy that i finally got an interview after so long and after trying so hard to get a job interview. wish me luck 4 my interview tml man

2008-02-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Its minutes to 9.56pm. It will our 5th month together le. it all started while i was in china having my attachment.

2008-02-20T14:47:00.001+08:00

Busy looking for jobs to waste my time away.. and busy looking at magz for ideas on what to wear for my prom night or DND night. haiz so ma huan de. got no freaking ideas..

2008-02-19T10:54:00.002+08:00

Got the mood to blog again. i need to go see doctor later cos i am sick, i am suppose to visit dar dar at his house de, but because i told him i am going to see a doctor later, he ask me to stay at home to sleep.. haiz.... i miss my dar dar lor, tough is only like less than 24 hrs before we go off... how i wish he is with me now. but nvm since both of us already sick might as well dont infect each other and make each other de sickness worse.
PS: dar i noe u will be reading this. Just wanna say I Luv U...

2008-02-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Though today is a monday, i am outside with my dar dar(you know who u are) at National University Hospital. For wat, lets see cos my dar has been sick for the past few days and he was running a fever that is like a graph. Up and down temperature so i ask him to go hospital again for a check before he is supppose to book in tonight. At NUH, he was quarantine and i had to wait outside for him. Frankly Speaking it SUCKS. I dont even noe whats is wrong and i am not allowed to follow him.. 1 hrs past and i still got no news. i was worried sick. Never have i worry so much for someone. after around and hour plus i got an sms from him(finally). he came out of quarantine zone after like 2 hrs. after that he was given an mc till tml.(yippee). we went bpp for lunch then went to buy my durain pudding and puff from 717 cakery. after dar dar was so sweet to send me home even though he was sick... thanks dar. i was also scoled by him for kissing him on his lips(he was sick dont allowed me to kiss him so i just give him a peck).